Friday, March 2, 2007

The Man Without A Face

I was finishing up a stroll around the city, just having eaten some tasty and cheap food and not sweating quite as profusely as usual. I was in relatively good spirits after the crushing loss of all of my photos of the last seven weeks, and was generally upbeat about the coming days of travel.

I was respectfully but frustratedly declining the repeated offers of vendors hocking their wares and services, when I caught out of the corner of my eye an older man, kneeling on the sidewalk with his cap upturned and extended. What held my attention was his face, or rather what was once a face: his skin had literally melted down to his chin, his eyes mere sockets and bulging tendons, his teeth and entire jaw protruding like a skeleton's.

I was so shocked by this man's appearance - unlike anything I had seen outside of horror films - that I continued walking a few paces before consulting my wallet. Unfortunately, I had almost all large bills (such misfortune!), but managed to find a few smaller ones, and with them in hand made my way back to the kneeling man.

Overly conscious, as usual, of my actions, I comported myself in what I thought the most respectful manner: make eye contact but don't stare. What responded to me was illegible as a facial expression, and my heart sank knowing that I would turn away and continue walking while he would remain, forever a miserable spectacle of war's atrocities.

Forty years later and napalm is still leaving its mark. Excuse me, but what a fucked up place this world can be.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey andy it's larry. i know the dude you're talking about. in saigon, near a boulevard w/ tree-lined median. aaron and i saw him twice -- wasn't as bad the second time. as all of us AAAAA readers know AC is a modest man and enjoys understatement, and this description is very friendly to our pal. the visceral, discordant tangle of emotions he inspires is parallel to what i think sartre described as "the absurd." just makes you feel so weird, man.

also, ill beard, son!

LP

Vitamin D said...

A few thoughts: I saw that war crimes museum in Saigon where they had all these infants preserved in alcohol that were deformed from the Agent Orange. It gave me nightmares. I think you should search the NY Times travel page for the most recent article on Cambodia. It shows some of the more positive things going on there because there more of that war damage to be seen and its hard to witness. Also those pics are great I wish I could be there for that tapioca soup. I hope you took notes.
Strudel-fest 07 signing out.

Unknown said...

we called him the monster. now i feel bad.

Unknown said...

wait, larry is doc right? because if it isn't, then that's crazy because doc and i also saw him.